Into the
deep black night sky the thought wander. Imagining how the sky would be if it wrapped
with blood red all over. It’ll be terrifying undeniably. But, would it even be
possible?
Would there
anyone who even bothers?
She forced
herself looking miles over where her eyes couldn’t reach. To places way beyond
the mountains and seas. It’s not looking good, it’s not.
All this
while, she’d only notice the ground she stands, the sky she gaze, and the eyes
she met. Because she knows the reality of what happening out there, she scares.
She scares it’ll weaken her and broke her apart. Though she tries her best to
shut it, it just happened to find it owns way to still slipping through.
I guess it’s
only normal to run away from anything that’s we find as threatening. It’s what
I would call as an instinct. Like in the wild, a prey fleeing from a predator
is only a basic instinct in order to maintain their survival.
Like there
is even any differentiation between human and animal.
In fact,
human are actually animal with fancy clothes, cars and house. Who read, write
and speak. That in the end only know how to destructs, slays and lies.
It’s
sickening. Human is. How come they couldn’t even felt bit of shame?
Even animal could
learn through conditioning and consequences, why can’t we human? Is it because of
our id? Where when this id is could no longer be satisfied that we decide to
behave even worse than animal. That’s only if you believe in Freud and his
theories.
Being a
human, we had been gifted with the ability to think. The mind is a mysterious
place where no one could reach it except you. Only you could manage what you
think and how you want it to work. A weak mind could be easily influenced and fouled
but not a strong mind.
But, a human
with a strong mind alone is half living. You need a strong soul to fully
living, and that’s what differentiates you from a beast.
Please open
your eyes. But, don’t look it through your mind instead use your soul. What if
one day the earth and the sky will mirror each other and you will no longer be
seeing a clear blue sky if not the blood red all over.
Open your eyes
and stop running. Like a hobo who plead after you at an empty street, they cry
for help. Your insensible fear could sometimes blind you, just take the courage
and reach out. It’s not always beautiful the world is, but a beautiful soul is
surely the best healing.