I had just
been remembered. The reason why I had write in the first place. And to continue
still.
When my sister
furthers her studies at Australia, I was all alone at home with my parents. All
of my elder brothers were in university and my younger brother was in boarding
school. So, practically there’s only me and them with the cats at home.
I’d used
with the feeling of being the only daughter at home because my sister had
always been away from home since she’s young. I guess there’s only me to
brighten up the house.
The cats
really help.
It had
always been me and ayah who always taken care of all of the cats. When I
entered kisas, ayah once said this,
“Ayah bila nak mandikan kucing-kucingnya?
Dah lama dah tak mandikan.”
“Tunggu ika balik rumahlah. Nati sapa nak
pegangkan kucingnya.”
Aduh, tak mandi
lah gamaknya kucing-kucing aku ni.
I don’t remember
any of my siblings ever bathed the cats. It’d always been me and ayah who got scratched
and bruised all over our hands bathing the cats. It had always been us most of
the time that cleaned and fed the cats.
I loved this
one time during my PMR year. I was back from school when suddenly ayah brought
me to a pet shop. He told me to choose one cat and we literally bought it and
brought it home the very same day.
It feels
like heaven. Her name was Pinky. But, we just called her ‘miaw miaw’ as always.
I kept her
in my room. She’s the only one cat that ever slept with me in my bed. And one
that had always jumps on my book every time I wanted to flip the page.
tu baju sekolah lagi..
I also
remember the time I got really close with my younger brother. Thanks to Anime
for that.
Before, we
had always watched Anime in Animax. It had always been the two of us who stayed
up all night until two watching Jigouku Shoujo. To the extent my father had to
set up another astro cabel in our house.
“Tengok
kartun-kartun semua dekat sana. Ni ayah punya nak tengok berita.”
Okay, I lost
point. Again.
When my sister in Australia. Ayah had always
scrolled his ipad at night reading kak yun’s blog. He had always forced me to
read it with him. But, I was just like ‘ohhh’ heheh. He even bookmark the page
though.
So, one day
he asked me,
“Ika takde
blog ke ka? Tulis lah nati ayah boleh baca.”
Even though
he asked me a few years later, but actually the reason I started to write was
because of him looking so content while reading my sister’s blog. I’m not a
good writer so I just kept it secret. But, the thing is I had always express
well when I write than when I’m not.
And I think
it’s time.
Because truthfully,
I am as preserved I am with my friend with my family.
That’s not a
good thing right.
Hehehe.
Ayah, esok
result ika keluar haha macam mana. Doakan ika hehe takutt.