I wonder is
it really going to be a ‘break’. Because I still can’t get away from being worried
about the gamelan ensemble and the hockey tournament. These two major events
why oh why is it going to be happening in the middle of my sem break.
I’m not
complaining though.. just wonder why. ==’
Because the
problems is à
them (who cannot be name)
I don’t know
why they are making such a fuss. Yeah it’s a sem break and everyone wants to go
home and be lazy and just do nothing. So that’s the best part of the sem break
isn’t it? You can go to an event without to worry about classes and lectures
that you’ll had to skip.
And when the
event going to happen throughout the sem, everyone be like, ‘I have tests and quizzes
and assignments and presentations and extra classes and meetings..’ do I have
to list it all out? Okay I’ll just stop.
So, what
with all that excuses?
I am disappointed.
Who am I to be disappointed anyway? No, it’s because I thought you guys want to
make it happen. Really make it happen. All the talks about how you guys hope
that we could make it through and that all of our hardship will pay. And just
to sacrifice this one thing; the leisure, you are already refuse then can I
expect more? Can I ask for more?
‘Orang Klang
boleh lah dekat..’
It’s not
about where am I living that become the problem. I hate people who always point
it out back to me. Yeah, I’m living near and that’s why I was like that. Simply
that and only just that. Seriously??
Oh how I
wish I was that kind of person who talks back. Then I’ll just simply snap him
away at that time. Fine then, just ignore me.
Isn’t this supposed
to be about my sem break? Oh I hate them!
Okay, it was
already a week. And actually I had to go to a daurah after this. Huhh still
making time for blogging eh.. Nope it’s fine, I have time.
So this
daurah, I really look forward to it. I don’t know why but I’m really nervous
because I don’t know what to expect. And I’m insecure too in a way I am. They
were such great people and I want to be one too. When you blend with the real
community, actually you’ll learn a lot. And I think that’s why I became such a
pain to my other colleagues. Because I had see people of my age who act, behave
and even talk like they were.. I don’t know. All that I know, I was too shame
to even tell everyone my age is.
I have to
stop here.
I have a
daurah to tend to. Ecececeh.
And yep,
pray that I survive it well.
