For the past
years, I’d been pretty stagnant. Maybe it was because I’d never properly being
away from home. All this time, it’d just been Meru, Klang, Shah Alam, KL,
Selangor and around. So, the thought of being able to study abroad really
excite and worry me both at the same time.
Now that I
had finished my two years A Level, life is turning from exciting to just worry,
worry, worry and full of more worries.
But, for the
first time I don’t regret anything I didn’t able to do. The old me who used to ‘I
wished I’d did that at the first place.’ and crying over mistakes that I’d done
is long gone. Now, I’m just grateful.
Grateful.
Thankful. Anything that you could come up ending with –ful lah. It feels like a
huge stone is lifted from my shoulder, all that I could feel is light and free
and boundless. Looking back, I had always planned and structured how I want my
future to be like. But, at the end, it will always turned up to be just ‘follow
the flow’ je lah.
You know,
things never work that way. There’s no such thing as just ‘follow the flow’.
You might feel that you had not done much, and you might not able to achieve
much, but how come things always works out well every time for you?
Remember,
sometimes the tiniest and the smallest things that often lead to huge and
bigger impacts.
Be done with
insecurity. Be done with uncertainty.
Because
everything is gonna be fine. NO. It’s going to be awesome!
( My every day and night views )